Blogs and Things

Alright.. no more of this every two/three month deals!!!

I will try to update this every week, why? because well, I am learning new things every weeek!!

Now, why will anyone want to be interested in what is going on in my life or who I am is another business, but in case anyone out there is reading this... enjoy!!


You know what phrase I absolutely love? "Grab life by the horns," that is a common phrase right? LOL
Well, even if it's not I still like it and I'll tell you why. The idea that life is ...
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Yes.. I do go in two's and that's because two is such a wonderful number. Maybe I should try two weeks, or two days.
This year has brought so many good things for me.
I am finally happy with what I am doing. I am excited with my career for once. I know what I want to be, where I want to be and how I am going to get there.
Most importantly, I have found love. Well, I suppose I had found it but I just didn't quite realize it.

I am so utterly in love I cannot even begin to describe it. It's nothin...
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As the months go by I am able to look back and see how much I have grown.
It's amazing to discover all the things that we learn daily. 
Things we hear from other people, things we see and retain but mostly, things we learn from experience.

We have to learn to love and let go.
We have to learn to live through death. 
We have to learn to forgive and move one. 
 We have to grow in times of drought.

 Life is about advancing in despite of the set backs, moving forward sometimes swimming against the curre...
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And so it goes that I fall under a spell again.
Oh sweet magical creature that set thine eyes upon me.
Set me free from these feelings,
Untie these chains that lock me down to you.

I hate this,, it's so bleh.. man I can't even write poetically at this moment.
I am under the weather, I am walking in the rain,
I am confused and fredrazzeld.. Yes that's now a word but there is no word to describe what I feel.

Breathe, breathe.... Sigh..

I gotta let you go.. no use in fighting this fight


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There seems to be a reason behind all our actions.
Most often than not, that reason is for our own well fare. We do stuff because in the end it will benefit us.
We humans seem to have a tendency to do things because it's for our good and when I say "our" I mean my own personal good.
It's so..

Take for example:
I help a friend out of trouble, and that friend then thinks I am like the best person ever.
Now.. what is my reason behind that?
Perhaps, I want to get in that person's good graces.
Perhaps th...
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And so I must smile because that's what your love causes in me..
It causes me to smile so big and that's all I need.

No matter what I am going through, you always find a way to make me smile
somehow and I thank you for that.

Help me to love you more and more each day,

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A new year has started and I keep on changing..

I am surprised at how much I've changed in the last year and though I know many do not notice it, I do.
I have grown so much, internally, spiritually. I've matured as a human being, as a woman.
I have learned to value myself so much more than I ever had and I know what I'm worth now.

I have still so much to learn yet and I am excited for this new year. I can't wait for the adventures that await me this year, I can't wait for the things that God has...
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I was sure by now
God you would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
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Doesn't seem fair...
But then when I think about it I really must say I am lucky
God has given me so much and I can't complain
It's true that sometimes things don't go the way we want them to
But it's all for a reason
I know that God has great plans for me and I have to trust that.
I am aware that there are people who don't believe in God
But I do.. why?
Well.. we must all believe in something and I believe He exists..
otherwise.. what's the point of life?
There is something out there and I believe tha...
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